Ready, Re-Set, Go!
Dun dun duuun!!! (My first thought on the to be continued).
I’m really glad that you had this epiphany. It’s far from an easy road to go, to change yourself, to become the person you want to see yourself as! But it starts with accepting the situation. To accept the fact that you need to change!
I used to wallow in self pity too. Always feeling that i could never ever become what i want to be, and the thought of offing myself came to me more than once! I even tried to turn to spirituality and religion for comfort. I tried to believe that life begins anew, once you die. That i could be reborn a girl, and live the way i want! I quickly cast away those thoughts, and tried to go back to denial and self pity, though. But it didn’t take long from that moment, to see a transsexual in the news. And BAM! I had my epiphany! Something that had built up inside of me for most of my life, came to a culmination, and i knew what i had to do! That’s how i began my journey to become what i want to be.
And i’m glad you feel that you’re on the right path as well! Depression is no laughing matter. If you ever feel that you need someone to chat with, don’t be afraid to ask. ^w^
Do you ever wish you could just re-set your life? Me too. Or at least I used to. Until one day… I just did. This is my story. I hope sharing this empowers at least one person out there. You’re not alone. I did it, and so can you.
This time last year, I was 42, had a pretty good job, pretty good friends, a roof over my head, a car, a healthy son… I was maybe your average person living an average life. And one day, just an ordinary ho-hum day in my ordinary ho-hum life… my whole world as I knew it came caving in on me…in one instant of a second… a life time of baggage: labels, beliefs, thoughts, impressions, scars, wounds, conditional thinking, shitty happenings in general, and a fairly shitty outlook about myself and of the world… all of it… it all came crumbling down…
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