Taking a step back. See you in a few weeks
During the course of the past few years, i’ve learned very well how to control my anxiety, and i’ve even gotten rid of it a few times before. Only turning point between now and those last few years is that, now, i know what i have. I understand my mental issues. I understand it better now than i ever have. Which is why i think it would be best if i took a little while off. I’m going to refrain as much as possible to comment on the internet. To think too much about what people say. Just to take it easy for a while. And maybe i will even come around to make videos. I feel that i need to do it at this point. I have an increasingly urging feeling to do something i should have done a long time ago. And that time is soon.
Anyway. A few life updates before i leave for a few weeks. Going to do my first work training next week. Finally, i’ll be able to be around people in a professional environment, and learn anew, how to be around people. I think i realized when my brother said that i have issues saying “Thank you” and that it was so obvious that i have low self esteem, that i’ve lost most of it during the years of being to myself, and developing a very nasty level of anxiety. But i have courage that i will be able to change myself. I must be. I mean, if i can’t even fix this, then what hopes would i ever have to change gender? Really now?
But it’ll work! I know it. This is yours truly, signing off for a few weeks. Thank you for caring, and thank you for over 70 followers in less than a year. That’s pretty awesome. You’re all awesome. Good bye for now..