Day 179 – 180: The end of the tunnel
In today’s post:
A lot of good news. And LGBTtastic!
I didn’t write a post yesterday, because i fealt that i had nothing to say. And i was contemplating stopping with the daily updates.
But it’s been a great day today, and i think it’s apropos that i would end the daily updates 1st of january 2013. Because guess what? I’ll be moving out of my parents place then. Yes, it’s official! Feels fantastic! Going to do some paperwork and what not in the coming week, but that’s it.
The meeting went well too. Got a prescription for some pills which i’m going to take for a few nights so that i can’t sleep. Which feels fantastic. They said that they were going to send a remiss, so that i can see another (in the same place that i was this time) who can focus more on my trans issues. I still haven’t gotten ahold of an expert on trans issues. But at least now i have some anti-depressants who can help me sleep and what not.
You could say that there’s a lot of light now. Taking a lot of baby steps towards a better future for myself. This poem, “the laughing heart”, read by Tom Waits, music by Starship amazing; are always what i think of when i take these baby steps. There isn’t much light, but the more often you get a little light, the more light there will be.
In conclusion: A great day. So many good things has happened. I have to say too.. It will feel great closing the daily blog. I won’t stop updating, of course. But i will stop making it daily (Like i said before). It will be great getting all of that closure, and getting a new life. So i’m going to enjoy the last few months. Just because i know this life is coming to an end, and i will finally be able to phase in a new life.
I think most LGBT peeps know about this. It feels great that it’s being brought to light. More people need to understand this.