Day 178: Delay
In today’s post:
A bunch of rambling, really.
I got a call today from my mom’s sister who i talked about yesterday, and she said that she couldn’t get a hold of the person she had to speak to, about me and an apartment. Been talking about this on my blog quite a lot, so i won’t say much more on the apartment plans. But yes! She said that she would be able to give me an answer tomorrow. So i’ll be able to say yes or no to the apartments i’ve gotten.
I feel this isn’t making any sense.
Anyway. Two more days until the 18th, and i’ll finally get to go to an expert and talk things out. It’s all i’ve really been able to think about, in all honesty.
Been out walking quite a bit lately, and since i’m sleeping at my brother’s place, i’ve been able to take different walking routs (Which feels great). Some involve going inside of a graveyard. While watching all the graves i walk past and read the names of the ones who are no longer among us, and what year they passed; i wonder about if they lived a good life. Did these people think to themselves as they were laying on their deathbed: I lived a really good life, and i’m happy for the choices i made.
I don’t want to be one of many who feel huge regret.
It’s obvious that i’m not really in a writing mood, isn’t it? I could express this far better than i have in this post, and i should try it again some other time.
Hopefully get an answer and hopefully be able to say yes to one of the apartments.