Day 169: Jenna, the Bill Maher fan
In today’s post:
Home.. again.. Fuck! Bill Maher is awesome. And some rap.
Thus concludes a much needed time away from my room, and i’m back at it.
I like how everything feels much worse as soon as i get home. Either it’s just talking to people, my dad, the feeling of confinement, or just being here, that is causing me to feel like shit. Who even knows why i’m anxious. I wish i could tell. It could have something to do with my transgender issues, of course. But hey! Almost the 18th! About 10 days left. I can not wait!
Like most days, nothing much has happened. I guess the most noteworthy is that i’m becoming a fan of Bill Maher. I think he’s very witty and funny, and i’m currently listening to random episodes of the podcast. So that’s about what i do right now, and probably will be doing for a while. Not much more.
This will be one of those short posts again, because just getting home again has made me moody and more anxious. I hate it here. I hate this bed, i hate these walls, i hate this neighborhood, i hate all of it. Nothing wrong with it, but i hate it. If that makes any sense.
Monday! Gonna see if i can’t find some coral pink colored nailpolish tomorrow. Sad existence when that is on the agenda.. Oh well.