Day 152: Transgender news!!!
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Lots of transgender news!! Feeling pretty happy today. Hunt for calm songs. Beautiful aurora.
I went to the psychiatrist today, and it was great. Got to cry some more, and talk about my situation and what not. She told me about transgender and Sweden. Apparently, most of it is social, so i probably won’t end up paying much in my transition. Which is fantastic news. I also learned that about 60 people per year undergo transitions in Sweden. Which explains why it’s basically free. Because hardly anyone has the issues in Sweden.
So yes! Long story short! She was going to contact experts on both anxiety and transgender. Turns out that i won’t have to travel too far to meet one for transgendered people either. Which is great. It turns out that they’re about the biggest experts there are. Apparently, to qualify, they need to have expertise in things like law, psychiatry, etc. Quite a large subset of skills needed. All i can really say is that i’m terribly excited for it. I can not wait to meet him or her!!
As soon as she’s done with that, i’ll get a paper in the mail about times and what not, and she’ll also call me on the phone. When she does, i will ask more questions about how i should approach this. Sooo exciting though! Been feeling kind of happy for most of the day. You know.. Life is starting to smile on me for once. Things are going to get better after all. I remember when i started this blog about 152 days ago. I didn’t even know i was suffering from anxiety, i didn’t really seek much help from anyone, everything felt hopeless, nothing was getting done… I think writing this blog has helped quite a bit. Along with family of course, and some friends. ^w^
Last night, when i was out on a midnight stroll, i saw a very bright aurora. As if the night was smiling upon my fortunes.
So yea.. That’s about it i guess. Gonna head out on a walk now to calm my nerves.
My brother will probably get his new computer, which means i’ll get his old one, which means i’ll have to transfer a bunch of stuff from my computer to that new one, before i give my old computer to my mom.
Borderlands 2 also comes out tomorrow for steam in Sweden! So me and my brother’s gonna play that!
Currently hunting for a lot of calm songs. So since i listened to “within a deep forest”, it’s only natural to seek out more from that same artist. Here’s one from Knytt stories: