Day 115: Bad response
In today’s post:
I was thinking earlier today about deleting my twitter, and i’m still wondering if i should do it. I probably just need to use it less though! Cause i’m getting tired of all these arguments on there. But oh well..
Let’s see.. I started my day by going to the “doctor”.. I’ve been calling him a doctor because i don’t know the actual name of his profession in English. But i just looked it up, and it’s “physical therapist”. I went to him for the first time about two months ago, where he told me to do some exercises to see if the leg would get any better. But it didn’t.. It’s two months later now, and it’s about the same, if not worse. However.. He told me something i didn’t really expect. He said that it wasn’t really that weird, for legs to be like that.. And i couldn’t really get a straight answer out of him, despite telling him the whole story, about how it got worse, and how it started, how i get bruises on it for no reason, etc. And he was still convinced that it was normal. I couldn’t get a reason why this happens though, or anything.
You know.. I feel like i’m not making much sense today. I’m kind of on meds at the moment. For my sleeping issues. But yea. He basically said i was ok. So i’m going to an actual doctor in a month or so, to see him or her about it. Because his answer didn’t leave me happy at all. Because my leg still gives me a lot of issues.
Had a talk with mom about my situation too. I feel so down on it. But she told me that i should, not necessarily see the good things in life, but rather, try to set my mind in reality. Think about why i feel certain ways.. It’s a little hard to explain, but i thought it was a nice talk. Very happy to have someone to turn to. I need it to most now.
Pick some raspberries, i was thinking.