Day 91: 91 sheep
In today’s post:
48-hour day. Injured seagull. Shopping for cute clothes. And old FPS games
It’s been like a 48 hour day for me, because i never slept last night. Before midnight last night, i went out for a shorter walk, where i found a wounded seagull. Would have given it something to eat if i had brought something with me, and even taken it home, had i have my own place. Although.. Maybe it’s crying wouldn’t be too appreciated in a flat building. Anyway.. I went to the place where i saw it last (Where it was sitting down in the grass), but it was nowhere to be found. One seagull was flying around close to it, screaming very loudly, and frequently. So maybe one of it’s friends was out looking for it. I don’t know… I don’t think it will survive though.
But yea.. I am very tired at the moment, so maybe i’m not making any sense.
So.. I got the idea to start using an ebay-esque (It’s actually owned by eBay) site in Sweden called “tradera” today. Auctioning on a cute nightgown, and a bra.. I hardly have any clothes, and i’m on a very tight budget. So that’s all i’m gonna get for now. But yea.. dirt cheap, and good looking things. I think i’ll buy a lot of stuff from there.
Oh, and fun fact. It’ll be the first clothes i buy myself. My mom always just gave me whatever, up to this point. All i can say is that i don’t aim to go back to men’s clothing ever again. I’m going to call a psycitrist of sorts as soon as this months is done, and hopefully get my transformation going.
Been playing a lot of Mario 3d land. Gotten to the special worlds now. It’s really fun! A little on the easy and short side, but other than that.
All in all, my mood is pretty sour today.. I haven’t really eaten in what must be more than 18 hours at least, now. Maybe an apple, and a sandwich, but that’s it. On top of that, we’re having people over, for no reason, really. They all just want to socialize and eat some dinner. I got a little upset at my big sister again, because she decided to call me a boy.. Which shouldn’t be an upsetting thing, but it was very obvious to me that she did it to make me feel bad. And i don’t know why. I didn’t say anything though, because as long as i live here, i pretty much have to keep my expressing myself, and being me, to a minimum.
A video about old forgotten FPS games: