Day 86: transsexual talk
In today’s post:
Music program development: paused. Stress returns. Transsexual talk
Music app update
Did some testing on animations today. Trying to make it work well. Kind of arduous. Might take some time off to think about it.
It’s been an ok day, i suppose. The good thing is that i’ve applied for three flats now! Yays! Probably won’t get them since i just signed up, and others who have been searching for longer have dibs on them. But hey! It’s done now!
The bad side of today.. Stress returned again. That’s all i’ll say about that.
Aside from all that, i haven’t really done much. I should just grab the phone and call a bunch of places tomorrow, so i can feel that i’m doing something. Although i should heed my mother’s advice, and “Don’t think so much”. Which i think is good. I think far too much about myself. What i’m feeling.
That being said, i am tempted to talk more with mom about my transsexualism. I saw a video with MrRepzion earlier, and it made more happy about being a transsexual for some reason. Probably because i just wanted to push that in the face of the radical feminist (Video bellow), that this issue about gender might not be as black and white as she thinks.
I feel that i’m being ignored on twitter as of late. Ionno, i just get those feelings sometime.
Gonna do some calling to places in town to see if i can’t get an interview or something. And probably do some thinking about the music program. I want to do development on it, but if i’m just going to be stressed all the freaking time, there’s no use. I can’t focus or concentrate.