The Selfishness of an individual
Am i too selfish?
I just saw a video with Stephen Fry, talking about life’s many wonders, people, behavior, culture.. and it made feel as though, maybe i’m too selfish.
It really touched me. Because i am what he explains. I’m someone always talking about myself.
When i broke up with Vanna, a long time ago, i told myself that i would concentrate on me for once. I would listen to what i wanted, and do things i wanted. Because i had spent every waking hour, doing everything with her, so now it’s MY time… Yea… My time… It’s been over 3 years now. Heck, close to 4, in terms of our break up. Before meeting her, i would always be a lot more mindful of others. I still am, to some extent, but i used to be a lot less selfish. Not her fault, obviously. I just don’t know why it took me this long to realize that i’m a selfish prick, who may not be that interested in what others has to say. Even though i try to convince myself of that.
Keep a good mood. Hear what other people have to say. Know them. Part of my inner child i wish i could strangle to death is the part that only wants attention and affirmation, and the part i want to lift out more, is the curiosity. I will do my best to be a better person. And that’s that!