Day 19: Kim Jong chugging along
My brother and my mom is currently watching a documentary about a Swedish jeans (go figure) company called “noko jeans”, which was a project by three guys, who thought it would be a good idea to open a factory in north korea, and sell jeans. Needless to say, it didn’t last very long. But i valiant effort non the less. Kind of makes me think of what Carl Sagan named one of his books “The demon-hunted world”. Which had sections where he expressed his feelings about science as a candle in the dark. A factory in a dark country.. But i digress.
Today’s been a fairly slow day. Started it with going down to talk to one of the workers in the place i thought i was gonna get an internship at.. Yes.. Thought.. I didn’t get it. But they did say that i would go on a list of people to contact at least. Which is always good. Who knows what that might result in. Be happy for the small things, i guess.
Tomorrow, i’m going to call around more places though. Now that i have cracked my first egg, so to speak. I have to say that it’s been great doing it. Being far more active. Mentally, it’s doing a lot of good to my psyche. Still feeling in the stressed side of things, but overall, not too bad. I can’t complain.
It’s currently raining outside. Apparently, it’s gonna rain for the rest of the day, and the day after. Which i guess isn’t too bad. I have plans on going to my brother to do something with him this Saturday too, which feels great. I get to be away from my, now, re-furnished room (Which feels great and clean, by the way. I’d show a pic, but i never took a before pic) and be more social. I think it’ll be great. If anything, maybe i can talk a little about it with him too. Either way, i feel like i’m getting somewhere.
Maybe all the feelings i’m having. All the stress (And things related to it. Nausea and such), is just my body adjusting to a different lifestyle. I might have just hit rock bottom earlier.
I wrote a little about the North Carolina thing on my jenappendicies, in case anyone’s interested; found out that i can’t do any theme editing here on wordpress for free, which sucks; and might actually end the night with some Golden sun for the gameboy advanced. I feel like playing it actually.
I think that’s it actually. I’m chugging along, despite all the horrible images my mind is giving me cause of stress and stuff.
Oh yes!! One more thing! Tomorrow, i’m gonna give the doctor a call about my leg too. My left leg has been swollen for about two years or so now, and i need to know why. It’s most likely a result of my bad knees (I’ll go more into that later) and probably an infection of some sort. Because sometimes, it really really hurts.
I’ll leave out with a somber song about sleeping: