Day 11: Hugs and facing yourself

Been feeling very stressed today. Very very stressed. But i guess i should say fortunately, i’ve been crying for the most part. At the moment, i’m crying quite a bit, and have been for the past two hours or so. I’m just so… hopeless. So much stress it’s making me cry. Been annoying my twitter followers quite a bit too. Not that anyone’s said anything, but having someone bitch on there isn’t fun for anyone.

I ended up hugging mom, and felt much better after it. She unsured me that there’s nothing to be stressed about. I’m glad i hugged her. That’s gonna get me through the night, that’s for sure. I just can’t handle my own emotions on my own. Too strong and too much right now.  I feel so terrible.. But it’s all about facing yourself and not letting distractions control you.. So in the end, i think doing all of this.. The stress, the crying.. Everything.. Will be worth it. But right now, i feel horrible. at least crying is better than feeling just stressed.

But yea. I feel like i can get through the night now. You know.. It reminds me of a song i heard. A rap song. It’s in Swedish. They sing “We could win against the entire world, but not ourselves”. Right now, i feel a bit like that. The hardest battle is always the one you wage on yourself.

The song is basically about “The empire” (The US). Very strong lyrics, if you care to translate them.

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2 responses to “Day 11: Hugs and facing yourself”

  1. Maja says :

    Often we are our worst enemies. It’s a struggle to get out of our heads and simply be & do what we need to do to reach our goals. Hope tomorrow’s better for you!

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