Day 7: Sunrise
I fell asleep around 6:30am last night, and got to see the sunrise before finally dosing off. Been having a bit of a hard time falling asleep. I should make an effort.. and i will make an effort, to satisfy my entertainment needs and all intellectual stimulations everyday so i can be satisfied around 6pm, go to bed around 9pm or so, and fall asleep easily.. Hope i can figure something out.
I feel sorry for my mom. She’s having a hard time as well. Only, she has a physically demanding job she needs to go to. I do admire that though. That she has that power. While i sit at home, mooching and being worried about not having that good blood circulation in my body, getting stressed about it and just.. Well.. being silly. As much of a proselytizer i am of rational thought, i sure am very irrational when it comes to my own mental and physical health. I’ve long thought that i had hypocondria, and i suspect that i do. Which sucks.
Either way.. Overall. Dispite being woken up by a massive tinnutus attack when almost falling asleep last night, and feeling all around powerless, i feel like i’m doing some progress.. Hopefully, this whole stressful mess will be over soon.
But yea.. Now i’m going to enjoy some hotdogs (Probably lukewarm now though) and watch some videos. Skype and twitter are turning off around 11pm or so(?), so that i can take my time to relax. I need to keep my spirit up, dispite all the shit!! YESSS!!
Speaking of twitter. This canadian songstress and i had some tweeting back and forth last night. Which was kind of cool. She makes good songs.